Sunday, April 26, 2009

My birthday is in spring

The sun washes over the earth
And come spring, brings showers
I rise on the day of my birth
I am the flowers

Sunday, April 19, 2009

a question for the masses.

how could you wish death upon something so elegant and graceful?

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Maybe?

I refuse to be defined by anyone or anything
No more hiding me
Trying to please you,
Society,
Or your crew

Breaking away and running free
Finding joy in all that is me

I will throw away the pain
I will give you back your name
I will dance free of the symbolic chain

And no I’m not insane
As you claim
Because I refuse to maintain this facade
Fearful of shame

What they think
What they say
What role they play in my dismay
Will all be of yesterday

I'm blessed
I am free
And as you say
I'm full of me
But that's a good thing

In fact for the first time
In a long time
My heart can sing
And it does sing
Over and over again
It sings "Freedom”

I just felt i needed to share this

this is THE funniest comedian I've ever heard

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Communism

This is about communism in History, China, Indochina, and North Korea during the Cold War/Russian Revolution

you say we are a manipulative controller.
you deny them the freedom, they have no choice?
yet, you are the constrictor that denies them a voice.
are you this upset that they are the beholders?

we are our own people,we do have have this power.
you are the strong winds that force them down.
you flooded their ears to drown out the sound.
perhaps they need this storm so that they will flower.

we provide them only with warmth and light.
do not find a reason to call up a storm.
or our actions will not always seem so warm.
so do not be the clouds that will block out their sight.

high expectations give so much and take too little.
could too much sunshine cause this flower to shrivel?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

you know how it is.

A scent of sultry serenity,
on the path toward great love,
I drift in deft divinity,
you are an angel from above,
a falling star which lands on soul.
In your arms i find a home,
you've bridged a gap, filled a hole
and no longer shall i roam.
Your supernova scorching heat
burns me up from head to feet.
Set ablaze, in crimson flame,
is a man who feels no shame,
to tell the world his heart is true.
Lost forever, within you.

im stoked beyond belief

for the first time in 5 or 6 years, i made honor roll at school. i got a 3.0 GPA. im so fucking stoked. i went from a 2.0 last quarter, a 1.9 the quarter before that, to a 3.0 this quarter. holy fucking shit!
its so great but at the same time, its kind of depressing because i really want my dad to be here. i wish he could see the person i am and the person ive become. i really hope hes looking down on me happy.
life is going back to amazing (:
<33
expect another poem sometime tonight.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

40,000 die everyday

why aren't you one of them?

This world.

In this world with so little trust.
Everyone groping for their own, and as far as morals, no sale.
I reside in the feeling of just us.
Safe from life's constant barrage of pain and pain's unholy wail.

Sometimes I wonder if it's that I'm misunderstood,
Or is it that my understanding of the world that's so damn pale?
But when it's just us the world is gone and I'm good.
A hurricane of love but inside winds not even approaching gale.

The world moves
structures do crumble and people fail.
We're in a groove
and problems float away, setting sail.

Ever so quietly, my heart beats a song singing tales of more than lust.
Plus, my most beautiful dreams and memories are times it was just us.

Untitled?

You were radiant
and though with our feelings it has no relevance
I was real patient
you just up close and personal with my eloquence

a flip of hair
ensuring benevolence
takes me there
without any hesitance

I duck and dodge my feelings
it appears I'm a bit negligent
but when I see you I'm reeling
and I'm not an easily impressed type gent

you can stay strong.

from staying calm for you and me
to playing fool when I have to
keeping that light tune naturally
knowing without being asked to

have I

ever told you how much I miss you?

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

And

if you ever fucking think of me
remember what you did and the shit you said
cause the words that came from your mouth
were the most painful words ive ever been fed.

Monday, April 6, 2009

I swear, i write way tooo much

hurry close the distance
simplify the journey
in at least this instance
find my love worthy

I just wrote this

As I enter your grey matter, and the smile hits your face, hear my decree!
I've had only a surface taste, but, come live inside my heart rent free.

I write so much.

Eloquent love, calm angel in a world of she devils,
Engaging and responsive, witty in a knowing way, yet modest,
Exited childhood, showcasing the growth on all levels,
Eager and willing to pay attention to detail, from big to the smallest.

Leaked love and learned along the way too.
The hesitance dually noted.
Give me your sun red, and sky blue.
Excuse me I just had to quote it.