So I know if it's you that I have to live without
Then soon enough I will just burn out
And become nothing more than the soote in your cries
When Ive wanted to be the fire in your eyes
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
irrelevant (:
My Weapon of Mass Destruction Is waiting for Launch Codes
While your heart beat and feet compete with Morse Code.
So I do what I can, Invade her like Iraq
She ain’t gotta be PC with me, cause bitch iMac
I gave her some Dic_tator, traded and liberated her
Now she’s got the Freedom of Speech
Cause I’m like George Bush when I’m up in her Middle East see
I’m never Pulling Out
Your gonna have to Impeach me.
While your heart beat and feet compete with Morse Code.
So I do what I can, Invade her like Iraq
She ain’t gotta be PC with me, cause bitch iMac
I gave her some Dic_tator, traded and liberated her
Now she’s got the Freedom of Speech
Cause I’m like George Bush when I’m up in her Middle East see
I’m never Pulling Out
Your gonna have to Impeach me.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Pillow
Beneath your blue pillow
Dreams do come true
My needle, my thread
My patch of red
Your eyes, as deep as,
The ocean blue
Then, I whisper back to you
Your eyes like blue buttons, all brand ne
Dreams do come true
My needle, my thread
My patch of red
Your eyes, as deep as,
The ocean blue
Then, I whisper back to you
Your eyes like blue buttons, all brand ne
Asylum
Padded cells or silent bells
a brief disorder for brick and mortar
The empty walls are closing in
I shall not be moved
when I hear
the steady beat of
the pendulum swing
The stormy sea
crashes inside my head
Rolling hills are daffodils
A lonely place with mended walls
a brief disorder for brick and mortar
The empty walls are closing in
I shall not be moved
when I hear
the steady beat of
the pendulum swing
The stormy sea
crashes inside my head
Rolling hills are daffodils
A lonely place with mended walls
Thinking
Thinking
Without blinking,
Prohibits
Smoking and drinking
However,
Connecting and linking
Relates to
Sailing and sinking
Clearly,
Your recommendation
And ongoing
Investigation,
Permitting
The documentation
Be submitted
And approved
By the king
Of nothing
Thus, creating
A void
In the process
Of critical thinking
Without blinking,
Prohibits
Smoking and drinking
However,
Connecting and linking
Relates to
Sailing and sinking
Clearly,
Your recommendation
And ongoing
Investigation,
Permitting
The documentation
Be submitted
And approved
By the king
Of nothing
Thus, creating
A void
In the process
Of critical thinking
Pride
Foolish pride
Now, stand aside
Waves crashing wide
You feel the tide
Go deep beneath
Your dreams, inside
Oceans singing
Oceans crying
There is a quiet place
Where this heart resides
All made of water,
These ocean tides
This water flows
Through my thirsty soul
This time, I know
There is an ocean
That dwells inside
Now, stand aside
Waves crashing wide
You feel the tide
Go deep beneath
Your dreams, inside
Oceans singing
Oceans crying
There is a quiet place
Where this heart resides
All made of water,
These ocean tides
This water flows
Through my thirsty soul
This time, I know
There is an ocean
That dwells inside
Color My Soul
Purple wind blows
Brown trees bend
Blue waves swell
Gray tides end
White clouds roll
Green sea of mountains
Rise, again
You color the earth,
The moon and the stars
Do you know
What color you are
You color me with this
Heart of gold
You shall not forget to
Color my soul.
Brown trees bend
Blue waves swell
Gray tides end
White clouds roll
Green sea of mountains
Rise, again
You color the earth,
The moon and the stars
Do you know
What color you are
You color me with this
Heart of gold
You shall not forget to
Color my soul.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Mountains
Strong, firm and steadfast,
These mountains
Shall never fall nor
Shall we falter,
That sense of purpose
These mountains
Shall never fall nor
Shall we falter,
That sense of purpose
Ocean
An ocean wants more
More than the ocean tides
Sacred body of water to ensure
Strength and power, gaining more, inside
Breaking waves and barriers, as we explore
Bringing your soul towards this peaceful shore
More than the ocean tides
Sacred body of water to ensure
Strength and power, gaining more, inside
Breaking waves and barriers, as we explore
Bringing your soul towards this peaceful shore
Inspiration
I feel the heat
of your bright eyes
as hey look at me
melting me.
I wish for more,
I want to feel
your touch
to the bottom of my soul.
of your bright eyes
as hey look at me
melting me.
I wish for more,
I want to feel
your touch
to the bottom of my soul.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
lolol
If love causes blindess and money greed
and sex is addictive, but gives you STD's
Why say its good when it causes such grief?
Because love is unique, sex is beautiful and
money gives you relief.
and sex is addictive, but gives you STD's
Why say its good when it causes such grief?
Because love is unique, sex is beautiful and
money gives you relief.
inevitable
i'm so drawn to death
i draw death
with every single breath
is it years or days i have left?
i draw death
with every single breath
is it years or days i have left?
Thursday, July 9, 2009
decapitated and incapacitated
Glued to my seat
a thousand mile stare
I only operate
in a state of disrepair
a thousand mile stare
I only operate
in a state of disrepair
what i write at 4 AM
While often sitting
on my own,
as I often sit
all alone,
I think about
the things you do,
and with a smile
I think
of you.
on my own,
as I often sit
all alone,
I think about
the things you do,
and with a smile
I think
of you.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Mother Earth and Father Sky
Mother Earth and Father Sky
Together, bring this world to you in the blink of an eye
Their love is the energy and spirit that flows through us all
Their Gifts neglected, abused and rejected will be our fall
Soul mates until the end
Longing to be together again
That torn apart will rejoin once more
As we destroy it all through the hands of war
Together, bring this world to you in the blink of an eye
Their love is the energy and spirit that flows through us all
Their Gifts neglected, abused and rejected will be our fall
Soul mates until the end
Longing to be together again
That torn apart will rejoin once more
As we destroy it all through the hands of war
Monday, May 18, 2009
beauty of the city
the concrete sea;
trees of steel;
a breath of the fresh breeze;
neon lights in flight across the sky;
the vivid colors of scattered debris;
beauty of the city.
trees of steel;
a breath of the fresh breeze;
neon lights in flight across the sky;
the vivid colors of scattered debris;
beauty of the city.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Newton's Third Law: Motion
It’s all in the work of one moment
An action, movement, gesture
That inevitably spins the world on its axis –
And you’ve just done something
But, you can’t take it back now
Because
It’s in you
It fills you
The desire, attraction, emotion
Devoted to only this
And you’re burning for your sins
But still yearning for the pleasure they bring
It’s all in one moment –
Already broken.
An action, movement, gesture
That inevitably spins the world on its axis –
And you’ve just done something
But, you can’t take it back now
Because
It’s in you
It fills you
The desire, attraction, emotion
Devoted to only this
And you’re burning for your sins
But still yearning for the pleasure they bring
It’s all in one moment –
Already broken.
Silence speaks louder
Volume doesn't mean you’re right
Listening is key.
__________________
Happiness is waking up every day to your
Amazing love which really
Prepares me for anything. I find myself more than often
Pondering on just how
Indescribable your love is and you give it so
Naturally that it seems almost
Euphoric and this comes from the bottom of my heart when i say
Simply you have touched my very
Soul with the unconditional love that you give me
__________________
imagine
breathing into existence
the very person you were meant to be
living
as your spirit
solely intended, commanding your own destiny
listen
it whispers all truths
it resolves all mysteries
imagine
breathing
all of
that in
__________________
Acorn,growing roots
Into a longer brown trunk
Oak tree, I love you.
________________
Welcome to Shit Creek,
sorry we're out of paddles.
We know shit is going wrong,
and life has got you straddled.
You can stay in this boat,
or dive right in.
You have to get over your "shit,"
so you can once again win.
You can only blame yourself,
for getting into this predicament.
But you need to be strong
and overcome your torment.
Things will get better,
but you've gotta try.
Good things won't gonna happen,
if you just lay there and cry.
Be confident with yourself,
and others will see self-assurance in you.
Shit Creek can be your past,
if you just push your way through.
On to a great future,
you know you earned.
Your much stronger,
from your lesson learned.
________________
There's no me without you
its as plain as can be
How can there be a Forrest
without a single tree?
It's like a perfectly spun spider's web
that's somehow come undone
something like a hot summer's day
only without the sun.
Like trying to salvage something
that does not want to be saved
so how can the largest ocean in the world
not have a single wave?
Like Spring without flowers
the seasons come and go
imagine Autumn without leaves
and Winter without snow.
Like being defeated in the championship round
and having to start all over again
so how can a tornado be a tornado
without a strong gust of wind?
___________________________________
My euphoria resides in the depths of your heart
A myriad of emotions paint my mind, I’m unsure where to start
Intellectually adept at plucking my strings
Impossible to fathom your skills at the task
As a harp I emit reactions to all you ask
Her instrumental prowess, the happiness it brings
No bottle could define the heavenly contours of her form
Auburn locks cascade to the mid of her small waist
Accompanied by hazel eyes and a smile that accentuates the face
A goddess fallen from the heavens, I am but an accessory to adorn
Reality quells the emotions I’ve wrought
But with persistence and affection, my efforts shan't be for naught
___________________________________
As I look upon her elegant soul
Her beauty goes unnoticed to many
If you must know I compare you to gold
A type of jewel worth more than plenty
Lets say a ruby or an amethyst
A diamond a sapphire or stone
There are so things that I do miss
Sometimes I wonder if she is alone
So thats why I have to make a fast move
Before another man moves in on her
Her body and soul I would love to sooth
I see her love calling me like a blur
Hey there queen standing over there alone
You are so beautiful thought you should know
___________________________________
There I was, sitting with a pen in han
Its ink leaking over a clean page
I scribble "Trevor" on top; my name, my brand
and the usher to this poetic stage
I contemplate what will be the first act
What concept will guide this blank page today?
A love lost? A dream gone? Something abstract?
Ideas rain down, and get flushed away
Here the page sits naked, an empty slate
an unruly audience to silence
the crowd turns wild; hungry, with a bare plate
I smile, as I can stop the violence
I tell the crowd a moral, clear and frank
Some concepts die, and some pages stay blank
___________________________________
Eloquent love, calm angel in a world of devils,
Engaging and responsive, witty in a knowing way, yet modest,
Exited childhood, showcasing the growth on all levels,
Eager and willing to pay attention to detail, from big to the smallest.
Leaked love and learned along the way too.
The hesitance dually noted.
Give me your sun red, and sky blue
Excuse me I just had to quote it.
Volume doesn't mean you’re right
Listening is key.
__________________
Happiness is waking up every day to your
Amazing love which really
Prepares me for anything. I find myself more than often
Pondering on just how
Indescribable your love is and you give it so
Naturally that it seems almost
Euphoric and this comes from the bottom of my heart when i say
Simply you have touched my very
Soul with the unconditional love that you give me
__________________
imagine
breathing into existence
the very person you were meant to be
living
as your spirit
solely intended, commanding your own destiny
listen
it whispers all truths
it resolves all mysteries
imagine
breathing
all of
that in
__________________
Acorn,growing roots
Into a longer brown trunk
Oak tree, I love you.
________________
Welcome to Shit Creek,
sorry we're out of paddles.
We know shit is going wrong,
and life has got you straddled.
You can stay in this boat,
or dive right in.
You have to get over your "shit,"
so you can once again win.
You can only blame yourself,
for getting into this predicament.
But you need to be strong
and overcome your torment.
Things will get better,
but you've gotta try.
Good things won't gonna happen,
if you just lay there and cry.
Be confident with yourself,
and others will see self-assurance in you.
Shit Creek can be your past,
if you just push your way through.
On to a great future,
you know you earned.
Your much stronger,
from your lesson learned.
________________
There's no me without you
its as plain as can be
How can there be a Forrest
without a single tree?
It's like a perfectly spun spider's web
that's somehow come undone
something like a hot summer's day
only without the sun.
Like trying to salvage something
that does not want to be saved
so how can the largest ocean in the world
not have a single wave?
Like Spring without flowers
the seasons come and go
imagine Autumn without leaves
and Winter without snow.
Like being defeated in the championship round
and having to start all over again
so how can a tornado be a tornado
without a strong gust of wind?
___________________________________
My euphoria resides in the depths of your heart
A myriad of emotions paint my mind, I’m unsure where to start
Intellectually adept at plucking my strings
Impossible to fathom your skills at the task
As a harp I emit reactions to all you ask
Her instrumental prowess, the happiness it brings
No bottle could define the heavenly contours of her form
Auburn locks cascade to the mid of her small waist
Accompanied by hazel eyes and a smile that accentuates the face
A goddess fallen from the heavens, I am but an accessory to adorn
Reality quells the emotions I’ve wrought
But with persistence and affection, my efforts shan't be for naught
___________________________________
As I look upon her elegant soul
Her beauty goes unnoticed to many
If you must know I compare you to gold
A type of jewel worth more than plenty
Lets say a ruby or an amethyst
A diamond a sapphire or stone
There are so things that I do miss
Sometimes I wonder if she is alone
So thats why I have to make a fast move
Before another man moves in on her
Her body and soul I would love to sooth
I see her love calling me like a blur
Hey there queen standing over there alone
You are so beautiful thought you should know
___________________________________
There I was, sitting with a pen in han
Its ink leaking over a clean page
I scribble "Trevor" on top; my name, my brand
and the usher to this poetic stage
I contemplate what will be the first act
What concept will guide this blank page today?
A love lost? A dream gone? Something abstract?
Ideas rain down, and get flushed away
Here the page sits naked, an empty slate
an unruly audience to silence
the crowd turns wild; hungry, with a bare plate
I smile, as I can stop the violence
I tell the crowd a moral, clear and frank
Some concepts die, and some pages stay blank
___________________________________
Eloquent love, calm angel in a world of devils,
Engaging and responsive, witty in a knowing way, yet modest,
Exited childhood, showcasing the growth on all levels,
Eager and willing to pay attention to detail, from big to the smallest.
Leaked love and learned along the way too.
The hesitance dually noted.
Give me your sun red, and sky blue
Excuse me I just had to quote it.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mothers day.
I wrote this poem just to brighten up your day
And to let you know how much I appreciate
All the things you do and all the things you say
I promise to never ever let your love go to waste
I see the scars on your soul from the struggle that you face
But even throughout the misery you break your neck to put a smile on my face
A woman like you deserves to be treated like a queen
If I ruled the world, I could show you what I mean
But I don't. Instead I let this poem do the talking
You and Grandma are the reasons why I keep walking
I try to do whatever I can just to keep a smile on your face
So this is dedicated to you both. Happy Mothers Day
And to let you know how much I appreciate
All the things you do and all the things you say
I promise to never ever let your love go to waste
I see the scars on your soul from the struggle that you face
But even throughout the misery you break your neck to put a smile on my face
A woman like you deserves to be treated like a queen
If I ruled the world, I could show you what I mean
But I don't. Instead I let this poem do the talking
You and Grandma are the reasons why I keep walking
I try to do whatever I can just to keep a smile on your face
So this is dedicated to you both. Happy Mothers Day
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
These letters make words.
Our words make sentences.
Those sentences make statements.
And statements make declarations.
Declarations make announcements.
Announcements give notice.
That notice decides opinion.
Opinion decides acceptance or rejection.
Acceptance or rejection labels.
Those labels separate.
Their separation weakens.
Your weakness brings fear.
Our words make sentences.
Those sentences make statements.
And statements make declarations.
Declarations make announcements.
Announcements give notice.
That notice decides opinion.
Opinion decides acceptance or rejection.
Acceptance or rejection labels.
Those labels separate.
Their separation weakens.
Your weakness brings fear.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
My birthday is in spring
The sun washes over the earth
And come spring, brings showers
I rise on the day of my birth
I am the flowers
And come spring, brings showers
I rise on the day of my birth
I am the flowers
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Maybe?
I refuse to be defined by anyone or anything
No more hiding me
Trying to please you,
Society,
Or your crew
Breaking away and running free
Finding joy in all that is me
I will throw away the pain
I will give you back your name
I will dance free of the symbolic chain
And no I’m not insane
As you claim
Because I refuse to maintain this facade
Fearful of shame
What they think
What they say
What role they play in my dismay
Will all be of yesterday
I'm blessed
I am free
And as you say
I'm full of me
But that's a good thing
In fact for the first time
In a long time
My heart can sing
And it does sing
Over and over again
It sings "Freedom”
No more hiding me
Trying to please you,
Society,
Or your crew
Breaking away and running free
Finding joy in all that is me
I will throw away the pain
I will give you back your name
I will dance free of the symbolic chain
And no I’m not insane
As you claim
Because I refuse to maintain this facade
Fearful of shame
What they think
What they say
What role they play in my dismay
Will all be of yesterday
I'm blessed
I am free
And as you say
I'm full of me
But that's a good thing
In fact for the first time
In a long time
My heart can sing
And it does sing
Over and over again
It sings "Freedom”
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Communism
This is about communism in History, China, Indochina, and North Korea during the Cold War/Russian Revolution
you say we are a manipulative controller.
you deny them the freedom, they have no choice?
yet, you are the constrictor that denies them a voice.
are you this upset that they are the beholders?
we are our own people,we do have have this power.
you are the strong winds that force them down.
you flooded their ears to drown out the sound.
perhaps they need this storm so that they will flower.
we provide them only with warmth and light.
do not find a reason to call up a storm.
or our actions will not always seem so warm.
so do not be the clouds that will block out their sight.
high expectations give so much and take too little.
could too much sunshine cause this flower to shrivel?
you say we are a manipulative controller.
you deny them the freedom, they have no choice?
yet, you are the constrictor that denies them a voice.
are you this upset that they are the beholders?
we are our own people,we do have have this power.
you are the strong winds that force them down.
you flooded their ears to drown out the sound.
perhaps they need this storm so that they will flower.
we provide them only with warmth and light.
do not find a reason to call up a storm.
or our actions will not always seem so warm.
so do not be the clouds that will block out their sight.
high expectations give so much and take too little.
could too much sunshine cause this flower to shrivel?
Saturday, April 11, 2009
you know how it is.
A scent of sultry serenity,
on the path toward great love,
I drift in deft divinity,
you are an angel from above,
a falling star which lands on soul.
In your arms i find a home,
you've bridged a gap, filled a hole
and no longer shall i roam.
Your supernova scorching heat
burns me up from head to feet.
Set ablaze, in crimson flame,
is a man who feels no shame,
to tell the world his heart is true.
Lost forever, within you.
on the path toward great love,
I drift in deft divinity,
you are an angel from above,
a falling star which lands on soul.
In your arms i find a home,
you've bridged a gap, filled a hole
and no longer shall i roam.
Your supernova scorching heat
burns me up from head to feet.
Set ablaze, in crimson flame,
is a man who feels no shame,
to tell the world his heart is true.
Lost forever, within you.
im stoked beyond belief
for the first time in 5 or 6 years, i made honor roll at school. i got a 3.0 GPA. im so fucking stoked. i went from a 2.0 last quarter, a 1.9 the quarter before that, to a 3.0 this quarter. holy fucking shit!
its so great but at the same time, its kind of depressing because i really want my dad to be here. i wish he could see the person i am and the person ive become. i really hope hes looking down on me happy.
life is going back to amazing (:
<33
expect another poem sometime tonight.
its so great but at the same time, its kind of depressing because i really want my dad to be here. i wish he could see the person i am and the person ive become. i really hope hes looking down on me happy.
life is going back to amazing (:
<33
expect another poem sometime tonight.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
This world.
In this world with so little trust.
Everyone groping for their own, and as far as morals, no sale.
I reside in the feeling of just us.
Safe from life's constant barrage of pain and pain's unholy wail.
Sometimes I wonder if it's that I'm misunderstood,
Or is it that my understanding of the world that's so damn pale?
But when it's just us the world is gone and I'm good.
A hurricane of love but inside winds not even approaching gale.
The world moves
structures do crumble and people fail.
We're in a groove
and problems float away, setting sail.
Ever so quietly, my heart beats a song singing tales of more than lust.
Plus, my most beautiful dreams and memories are times it was just us.
Everyone groping for their own, and as far as morals, no sale.
I reside in the feeling of just us.
Safe from life's constant barrage of pain and pain's unholy wail.
Sometimes I wonder if it's that I'm misunderstood,
Or is it that my understanding of the world that's so damn pale?
But when it's just us the world is gone and I'm good.
A hurricane of love but inside winds not even approaching gale.
The world moves
structures do crumble and people fail.
We're in a groove
and problems float away, setting sail.
Ever so quietly, my heart beats a song singing tales of more than lust.
Plus, my most beautiful dreams and memories are times it was just us.
Untitled?
You were radiant
and though with our feelings it has no relevance
I was real patient
you just up close and personal with my eloquence
a flip of hair
ensuring benevolence
takes me there
without any hesitance
I duck and dodge my feelings
it appears I'm a bit negligent
but when I see you I'm reeling
and I'm not an easily impressed type gent
and though with our feelings it has no relevance
I was real patient
you just up close and personal with my eloquence
a flip of hair
ensuring benevolence
takes me there
without any hesitance
I duck and dodge my feelings
it appears I'm a bit negligent
but when I see you I'm reeling
and I'm not an easily impressed type gent
you can stay strong.
from staying calm for you and me
to playing fool when I have to
keeping that light tune naturally
knowing without being asked to
to playing fool when I have to
keeping that light tune naturally
knowing without being asked to
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
And
if you ever fucking think of me
remember what you did and the shit you said
cause the words that came from your mouth
were the most painful words ive ever been fed.
remember what you did and the shit you said
cause the words that came from your mouth
were the most painful words ive ever been fed.
Monday, April 6, 2009
I swear, i write way tooo much
hurry close the distance
simplify the journey
in at least this instance
find my love worthy
simplify the journey
in at least this instance
find my love worthy
I just wrote this
As I enter your grey matter, and the smile hits your face, hear my decree!
I've had only a surface taste, but, come live inside my heart rent free.
I've had only a surface taste, but, come live inside my heart rent free.
I write so much.
Eloquent love, calm angel in a world of she devils,
Engaging and responsive, witty in a knowing way, yet modest,
Exited childhood, showcasing the growth on all levels,
Eager and willing to pay attention to detail, from big to the smallest.
Leaked love and learned along the way too.
The hesitance dually noted.
Give me your sun red, and sky blue.
Excuse me I just had to quote it.
Engaging and responsive, witty in a knowing way, yet modest,
Exited childhood, showcasing the growth on all levels,
Eager and willing to pay attention to detail, from big to the smallest.
Leaked love and learned along the way too.
The hesitance dually noted.
Give me your sun red, and sky blue.
Excuse me I just had to quote it.
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